I never really know, do I?

I never really know, do I?

I can be a nightmare. I'm scared of being hurt. I have a strong heart. I fear rejection, death, and outer space. I can be a huge mess. I can be annoying. I can be selfish. Sometimes I blame everyone but myself. I can be hard to understand. There are times when I'm needy and want attention. I get jealous easily. I let people walk all over me. I get scared. Sometimes I only look at the bad in my life instead of the good, but I do see the good in people. My family and my friends mean the world to me. I love to make people smile. I like alone time. I see beauty in nature wherever I go. I'm caring and understanding. I love with a passion. I think about others before myself. I worry too much. I do the best I can under my circumstances. I have trust issues. I doubt I will ever trust you; Prove me wrong. I'm honest. Relationships make me feel uneasy. I regret a lot of things. I love animals. I've had my fair share of experiences, both good and bad. Sometimes I make bad decisions. I'm not perfect, and I'm aware of the good and bad in me. But this is me, all of me.

Today at my shelter there were two litters of puppies, one pit bull litter and one chihuahua litter. They were seriously the cutest things ever oh my goodness. There were four pit bull puppies and they were bouncing all over the place when I’d go in to clean their room! They even untied my apron. They were so adorable, I want them ugh. & There were three chihuahua puppies that were seriously the size of beanie babies. All they would do was sit at the kennel door and squeak and they even knocked over their water but they were too cute to get frustrated with. OH and then there was this full grown pit bull and she was SOOOO cute and sweet but her previous owner had cut off her ears and it seriously broke my heart. I want to adopt her so bad and give her a good home. Poor thing. :(

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