I never really know, do I?

I never really know, do I?

I can be a nightmare. I'm scared of being hurt. I have a strong heart. I fear rejection, death, and outer space. I can be a huge mess. I can be annoying. I can be selfish. Sometimes I blame everyone but myself. I can be hard to understand. There are times when I'm needy and want attention. I get jealous easily. I let people walk all over me. I get scared. Sometimes I only look at the bad in my life instead of the good, but I do see the good in people. My family and my friends mean the world to me. I love to make people smile. I like alone time. I see beauty in nature wherever I go. I'm caring and understanding. I love with a passion. I think about others before myself. I worry too much. I do the best I can under my circumstances. I have trust issues. I doubt I will ever trust you; Prove me wrong. I'm honest. Relationships make me feel uneasy. I regret a lot of things. I love animals. I've had my fair share of experiences, both good and bad. Sometimes I make bad decisions. I'm not perfect, and I'm aware of the good and bad in me. But this is me, all of me.

◅arrière avant▻

Warped Tour was amazing dgsdhgsd.

ew i look like a mess but i think i’m gonna go hot tubbing woop.

I liked my outfit today. Hung out with my friend Jenna, and then Katia. Katia is crazy I love her omg. Might hang with some other friends tonight. I hope. I hate being alone. & My hand is there because my bangs keep getting in my face.

You can kind of see my nose stud in this yay.

I think I’m seeing my friend Madi soon. Hopefully getting smoothies and hair dye.

welp my head feels like a mess.

A some-what rocky night but I’m glad it ended well! Feels weird going to sleep after my boyfriend. :p I think imma watch a movie or something idk hi.

I was gonna go out tonight but my throat hurts and it’s cold.

meeeeep

My hair was beyond messy today. & I miss my boyfriend HECKA.

Hi, today was really lame.