I never really know, do I?

I never really know, do I?

I can be a nightmare. I'm scared of being hurt. I have a strong heart. I fear rejection, death, and outer space. I can be a huge mess. I can be annoying. I can be selfish. Sometimes I blame everyone but myself. I can be hard to understand. There are times when I'm needy and want attention. I get jealous easily. I let people walk all over me. I get scared. Sometimes I only look at the bad in my life instead of the good, but I do see the good in people. My family and my friends mean the world to me. I love to make people smile. I like alone time. I see beauty in nature wherever I go. I'm caring and understanding. I love with a passion. I think about others before myself. I worry too much. I do the best I can under my circumstances. I have trust issues. I doubt I will ever trust you; Prove me wrong. I'm honest. Relationships make me feel uneasy. I regret a lot of things. I love animals. I've had my fair share of experiences, both good and bad. Sometimes I make bad decisions. I'm not perfect, and I'm aware of the good and bad in me. But this is me, all of me.

avant▻

Can UPS hurry up with my New Leaf?

Tomorrow is my Birthday but it doesn’t feel like it lol.

It’s so weird looking back at pictures without my nose pierced.

If you asking me to send you pictures of homework over the phone I will most likely be put in a super crappy mood.

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THIS. Oh my goodness I just dealt with something like this today and it irks me to no end.

(via hooverstreet)

I’m seriously so fed up with life right now. It’s ridiculous.

Online shopping is so addictive.

I just want to curl up in a ball, cry, and watch Corpse Bride.

I’m feeling incredibly alone tonight and I have no idea why.

Going to San Francisco today! Woop woop!

Pete Wentz, Gray

(via sanctanimity)

I’m going to be so busy these next two weeks until May 10th. AP test studying and I’m taking the SAT. Ugh I’m so stressed out and have so much to study for.

I’m back at home and I really just want my boyfriend here to cuddle with. That seems to be what I want all the time.